I can't say I'm extremely happy with things right now.
I just realized that my parents are getting old. My Mom's side of the family wasn't known for longevity, and I don't know much about my Dad's side. I know his Dad died fairly young. His Mom is still alive though.
But I was wondering what I would do if I lost them.
I'm not one for mourning, so that wouldn't do much for me. I would probably just keep going and doing whatever I was already doing.

Is that normal?